Real Freedom is not Fruit of understanding! But Real Understanding if fruit of Freedom!
The size of reverence that you find in your heart represents the size of the chalice with which you receive Grace.
If your Love is Pure or at least, if those motivations conecting to that is Pure, it will be received. Everybody has their own Dharma, God has His Dharma also, and His Dharma is Love. When Love is Pure, God has to come, or better yet… when Love is Pure, God can be Recognized!
There's this sentence more or less: “Many are called, few are chosen”. I would make a slight change in this... Many are called, few embrace that calling, few dedicate completely to that calling, few elect themselves to follow that calling. More suitable. A seeker of Truth is the one who has a calling. Not a calling to secure his future, not a calling for safety, not a calling for acceptance, for love, for all those things. But the calling for the Truth for the source, for infinite Divine love. A calling that disturbs his heart, disturbs his peace, that makes him just flip his life upside down, if needed, searching for something he doesn't really know what it is.
For those of you who have been walking on the fence, who have been struggling, being distracted, doing a lot of things less responding to your calling, understand one thing: I know that for many of you it seems a little uncomfortable if something disturbs your plans... And many feel, when the calling arrives, a dissatisfaction with the world, a difficulty in participating, in giving credibility etc. And they struggle to be able to stay in that world and still be able to fight for the values that the world has. So the calling is a kind of bother. Many struggle to make it disappear, to forget it completely. But the time you remain not answering, not rising to the requested level, getting distracted, that is disrespect to the calling. And the biggest interest is yours, nobody else. So by turning your back on the calling, you are turning your back on yourself, on your life purpose, on your Dharma, on the great story you had to live, on Glory, on communion with the Divine. And when you turn your back on that, what do you have left?
Self-Realization or God Realization? I underline “God Realization” because of the mental state of the seekers these days, so this Self-Realization has been chosen for the wrong reasons, because there is difficulty with devotion, with real devotion, with surrender... These words, they make people tremble, they want the simple cold version that protects the character, enhances the character. Something for the character to achieve Self-Realization. So this is why I underline “God Realization”. They are the same, but some of you can see that God-Realization as a meaning just a little bit, and the other one is more. Oh, this is more nice...
It is a love story, a beautiful love story that's what it is. There it's nothing else besides it, so eventually, if the spiritual practice has to evolve, it will become a living love story.
The best periods of the Spiritual work it is when crises arises… everything else is just waiting for it, creating the circumstances for the chaos to arise. It is like you are building a boat, and it seems nice, strong… but it has to be tested, it has to go through the storm. And the storm always comes! It cannot be avoid and there is no reason for it also. Because the storm allows you to go beyond your limitations. And when you have lived enough of this going beyond your limitations, you will look at some others limitations in a different way: they will not have the power that they had previously.
Make the best use out of your time because your time is very precious. You have no idea how precious it is. It shouldn't be wasted in the kind of life that seekers are wasting it right now... because for some little drops of honey you are throwing away an ocean of bliss and that's not a good bargain.
A seeker of Truth has no problem with suffering. He has a problem with wasting time, with suffering just to feed his delusion. But he has no problem with suffering, with enduring pain.
Seeker: Meditation is the process to love God, nature, to love all beings and non-beings, for example : human beings, birds, animals, plants, rivers, oceans, hills, earth, water, fire, spirits, air, sky, sun, moon, stars, means love all… start meditation today and you won’t believe it.
Sriman Narayana: I hear the violins playing in the background… yes there is this idea about meditation and eventually really is about all, but the all is not made of parts. So these ideas, are very romantic ideas about meditation. And you can meditate for this purpose, but this has nothing to do with the Quest for Truth.
Seeker: Nothing greater than God’s love in this world.
Sriman Narayana: Yes it is true, but to see this, this is the difficult part. So all these romantic ideas they fade away and cannot go through these difficult moments that meditation allows; the direct vision of what is there, instead of what you have fancy to be there. Therefore, if you are just imagining that spiritual practices is about feeling good, feeling in love, in harmony, in tune... remember that is the end of it, not the beginning, no! not the middle of it, no! Just the end, just the end…
Pure Devotion is the Devotion that is detached from personal beliefs, free from preferred circumstances...
Superficial Devotion is circumstantial Devotion, the Devotion that depends on external factors.
In the majority of seekers this superficial Devotion is more common. Love grows intensely apparently, but it depends on the sweetness of the Guru, on the understanding and accordance with the teachings, and if all is in order in the Disciple vision then that love is enormous.
In reality it doesn't matter the size or intensity of superficial Devotion, it's nothing, just dust, that will not support the journey of the seeker of Truth, only embellishes the dreams of the seeker of well-being.
When Devotion is increasing, eventually it will be tested in some form, usually going against the seekers beliefs, changing the circumstances that support that Devotion, changing the tone of sweetness...
Superficial Devotion tends to crumble and doubts take its place, making that immense love to cool down, making the love disappear. Real Devotion withstands the tests and gets stronger after them. There's also the possibility of that superficial Devotion to transform into Real Devotion, but that's rare.
Work as hard as you can strengthening your Devotion and Surrender, so that when those tests come you can take the best and enhance your growth.
Devotion is the fire, where pride, vanity, personal importance, attachments, greed, envy are the wood, the fuel. Not to be loved, but for love, for loving, to love.
Each day remember it is the meditation of the day and of the next days that you are preparing. Not just of today but the next days. So your attitude will influence the practice that you will have next. It is a constant focus that is needed so that the practice can grow, so that your spiritual process can gain life. Without it, it's difficult. And it is 24/7. The more focus you are the more it will grow, the fire will intensify. The more you are distracted, you will have the periods of meditations that something is trying to sprout and the rest of the time it will just be blurred, gray, nothing will be there.
So it's like always trying to make a fire like you are in the wilderness, you are trying to make fire with your hands, with some wood or something and as you are trying to get some smoke you stop it and go do something else and after a few hours you come back again. Everything is cold again and you continue and you will never see a big fire. Just occasional smoke and you will imagine that that occasional smoke is fire, is something very good but it's not, it's just a little bit of smoke and very far away from fire.
So remember, resilience, commitment, holding your grounds. These are very important traits that you need to cultivate in yourself or else just wasting time, wasting time and somewhere at some point in it, it will hurt you this wasting time. Because you won't be blind forever and as the life of the body starts to fade away, as the time of departure comes closer, these reality checks will be more present and this will bring pain. I have seen this again and again. So if it is spring then plant, there will be a good harvest.
The seeker of Truth will always arise, if he is there. He may have difficulties, he may fall down a lot of times, but eventually, if the Quest for Truth is really the most important thing, it will surface. So if you see with the eyes of a seeker of well being, you will see a lot of options. But it is difficult for this kind of a seeker to see what things really are because he is still busy with a lot of things. He's not really testing. He just adds things, and moves on. There is a lot on his mind. He is full of afflictions, full of plans and investments for happiness, and all of these. So his questions are also superficial. And what he can get is superficial. But it is good for this purpose, for this New Age that is coming.